In a incestual affair are your orgasims more powerful than if you had a normal relationship?Please answer the question truthfully

To put it this way, I am a male, back in 1991. one of my friends who is also male forced me to strip, and lay on my bed, he raped me from behind. After he came inside me, I felt my manhood getting reduced. I never had anything to do with him since. I hope who ever get this kind of treatment please, do not hesitate to let law enforcement know, your body and your right. You have that right to live peacefully in your hometown or your living domain. Incest is opposite from this as far I am concerned. Its a consensual relationship unless its forced. Now remember, It has taken me along time to write this down. I am not 36. I was at one time 18. No one can really have their full manhood back to when they finished high school. I have total of 98%. I am still missing the 2 %.

I am wishing all who suffered at the hand of their friend to know they are not alone. It hurts to think about the repeated events daily. I never came to tell anyone about this. Thus I was an outcast in my class of '92. No one walked down the isle with me when I graduated with me. I celebrated by eating pizza from One Stop by myself. I was alone.

:) I wanted to share this with everyone.

Take care , TexTomcat